I HATE EXERCISING. It's hard. How can people enjoy lifting weights??? Yuck... Crappy. Crappy. Crappy. I am so not made for a gym. But I have to do it. It's a commitment I made with myself to lose some weight to feel better about myself, my body, my mind. so I feel comfortable in summer clothes damn it.. It cant be this hard. Will it come a time when I will actually enjoy this????????? I lay down on the floor, put the camera near me and shoot away. I am tired. My muscles ache. I am too weak to even try to take a bath. As I shoot the first photo, Tenglo sticks her nose in my face to say hi. and that totally cheers me up. Check out her whiskers, they are huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge.