Day 17 of the Anguish project?

Huh. It is the first time
since she asked for the divorce
that I used my real camera.

It was actually strange in my hands.
It almost felt like it was not mine.
I knew all the controls. and yet
there was an unfamiliar texture to it.

What have I learned in 17 days?
Well, I have learned that this sucks.
I have learned that I am amazing.
I have learned that I am strong.
I have learned that I have honor.
I have learned that I have dignity.
I have learned that I am who I am.

I shall remain who I am through this.
(even when this sucks)