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April 20, 2004

I feel a need to apologize for what might be construed as a rather thoughtless picture of the day. I took the shot earlier this afternoon with two goals in mind. First, I wanted to share with other parents what I thought was a very funny decorative pillow my sister-in-law gave me. And secondly, I was testing a new lens I bought (expensive and probably unnecessary...but...you know how it is). Anyways, I processed the shot and then let it sit for the afternoon, evening, as I graded papers.

The kids are asleep now, the house is quiet. David is reading nearby. I looked at the news for the first time today and I realized it was the anniversary of the Columbine shootings in Colorado. For those of you who don't know, I'll tell you that it was a sad case of teenagers deciding that killing fellow students with assault rifles, and then themselves, was a good way to solve their problems. The ripple effects of their decision are still felt in the United States. I look at this pillow in light of those kids who'd been raised by some parents...

Cute, pecking duckies...can be lethal.

Today is also the birthday of Adolf Hitler.

Yesterday, the 19th, was the anniversary the tragic Waco, Texas, seige in 1993 where 80 cultists died, many of whom were children. That incident was partially the cause for the Oklahoma City bombing which took place on the same date two years later.

Little duckies...peck, peck, peck.

As I look at the picture again, reconsidering, I see once again a reference to an earlier message amidst the horrors: live life bravely. And a necessary part of living is laughing.

And damn it, that pillow makes me laugh.

Canon EOS 300D Digital Rebel
1/4s f/4.5 at 50.0mm iso200 hide exif
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Date/Time20-Apr-2004 01:42:58
MakeCanon
ModelCanon EOS DIGITAL REBEL
Flash UsedNo
Focal Length50 mm
Exposure Time1/4 sec
Aperturef/4.5
ISO Equivalent200
Exposure Bias
White Balancesunny (1)
Metering Modematrix (5)
JPEG Qualitybasic (1)
Exposure Programshutter priority (2)
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katwilkens21-Apr-2004 14:39
I love reading your late-night musings.
Larry Ahern21-Apr-2004 08:23
Nice funny picture ... and luckily almost all of us are not Hitler.
Guest 21-Apr-2004 05:01
DUDE...NICE! That is a funnypillow! LMAO NICE!
Guest 21-Apr-2004 04:29
I agree with the note on the composition. Excellent. Your words are also intense. Putting the two together are very thought provoking. I'm almost at a loss for words.
jude21-Apr-2004 04:23
I love the composition on this Carolyn, but your words are thought-provoking.
Carolyn B.21-Apr-2004 04:21
Yes, yes...probably the long hours! Perhaps the word, "apology" was too strong a sentiment. I like your aphorism, jypsee.
jypsee21-Apr-2004 04:16
I think the long hours are starting to get to you, sweetie. For the life of me I can't figure out what you're apologising for. My favorite aphorism regarding raising kids is that it gets better in the end; if it ain't better, it ain't the end.