Am I getting played here?

I may just be getting played but does it matter?
Seriously, that is the question in my head right now.
This is almost the same picture as 11-15-08.
It is the same hand from the same truck.
The envelope contains the same damn letter.
But that is not the point of this one, getting played is.
So lets just assume that I am not getting played.
Lets say she never got the letter and told the truth.
What I would do tonight is the in picture above.
Now lets look at the other side of this coin.
Say I am getting played here and it is all a lie.
I would be doing the exact same thing tonight.
I would be mailing this letter again to get my point across.
There is nothing here for her anymore.
It seems very rare that no matter what the motive I repeat it.
What I said in this letter was true no matter the circumstance.
This time is different than the other copy of it though.
The words are the same but now said with more conviction.
I was forced to say it out loud today on the phone.
When I did that it all crystallized for me in my mind.
I don't mind not being listened to but I hate not being heard.
So off it goes again but this time it is done.
The subject is done because I am done with it.
I could not have been more true to myself through it.
No matter what happens I will feel good about that.
My hope is that the subject is now closed.
Heard or not this is now a dead horse.
Everyone move on, nothing to see here.