'i know he thinks i am starved for attention
i know he thinks i am looking for love
i know he thinks no one would want me
i know he thinks i am waiting for him
i know he thinks i need his hand to touch
i know he thinks i will wait forever
who knows it could all be true
but...
what he doesn't know is that i walk alone
in the fields of god's earth
i have lived in the deepest solitude
i have loved myself despite all odds
i have laughed at myself
though no one laughed with me
i have smiled to faces
who cared not to notice
i have reached out with kindness
to only to be misunderstood and rejected
i have been alone with my thoughts
even in the nights when i was not alone'

~ marijka ~