"...bring a taste of your stuffing"

Well right now this is my stuffing.
I am like a teddy bear and this is my insides.
They drift through me and softly rub my insides.
They are all fluffy and light and good.
Quotations that fly and sing to me.
Was this what it was supposed to be?
Why did I waste so much time?
Why did I not know that it was waiting for me?
I never would have put up with the bad.
Just knowing the good was out there would have caused action.
But if I had acted too early would I have missed it?
Would it have just walked by me unseen?
Was it ready to walk to me yet?
Once it finally showed up though, wow.
The wait seems insignificant to me now.
Even the pain of the past lessens to me.
And now that it is here I will give it a cookie.
I will nurture it and hope it stays a while.
For however long it stays, I will be grateful.
If it stays and stays, well, yeah...
"...in a non-pedestally kind of way".