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13-SEP-2007

a low ebb

Sooner or later it always happens--you bottom out. For me it happened this afternoon at 3 p.m. I didn't feel I'd made much of an impact at all today. There wasn't much traffic in and out of the Rayburn House Office Building, and the only serious dialogue I'd had was with Craig, the U.S. Capitol Police officer who was handling traffic in front of the building. We'd had an interesting discussion in which he'd said that he thought the American people had just about had it with war, and, of course I appreciated hearing that. Oh yes, earlier in the day there had been an older man from Vietnam who had said to me, "Thank you for raising the voice." And David from the American Friends Service had brought a visiting Iranian academic to see my sign. He'd been most grateful and had taken a picture to show people back home. But most of the day had been quiet to the point of boredom, and being bored is not my style. I guess it was a natural letdown after yesterday's excitement, but when I took this self portrait at 3 p.m, I was seriously considering hanging it up for the day. That's when the idea came to scoot over and try my luck in front of the White House.

What a change! Over there, there were crowds of people, many of whom read my sign, gave me the thumbs-up and took my leaflets. They also photographed me like I was some sort of rock star. And to add to it all, I met Aaron, an attorney from NYC who had come directly from a meeting with a hand-lettered sign that said, "George Bush doesn't like gay people." He said he was there because he was angry, but his energy wasn't negative at all. I found him to be utterly delightful. It even turned out he'd been born and raised in the Metro Detroit area! For much of the time, we were being photographed by a man who had very professional equipment. He must have taken hundreds of photos. I finally asked if he was a freelance photographer and that's when he told me that he worked for a Russian news service. His name is Alexey Berezin and I've posted two of the photos he took with my camera of Aaron and me. I took the photo I posted of Aaron.

I also saw Joan, a homeless woman who'd become my friend during last summer's 18-day solitary vigil for Lebanon, and Danielle, a peace activist I'd gotten to know last summer as well. I felt like I was home again. And I'll return there tomorrow with fresh enthusiasm. Yes, I still have more to contribute!

As always, you can see my newly-uploaded photos by going to my Iranian Vigil for Peace gallery. CLICK HERE to see them.

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Guest 04-Oct-2007 22:08
This weariness and despair epitomizes so much of how I feel about the current state of American affairs, and it's an honest and hard-won moment for you to have. In reading the words below the photo I find that it was a "passing mood" and that you were happily energized and reconnected a little later on...I think this is typically human, this ebb and flow of light and dark energy, of up and down, of in and out; and that if we wait a little while, things can change. "This too shall pass" is a line I heard from a pair of sisters/neighbors we lived across back in the 80's in Mt. Kisco, New York, and I've thought of these words thousands of times since then. And indeed, "things do pass." Thank God! I commend you for this open, expressive, brave portrait, which speaks volumes not only for your efforts in D.C., but for all the people who try to initiate changes or awareness in our bull-headed Administration. I'm happy that "things" turned out for you, and that you found all those allies to demonstrate with!
Guest 15-Sep-2007 16:11
Your young at heart. You'll get over it : )
daanstringer.com15-Sep-2007 11:13
beautiful. love the light, colors, framing
Greg Harp15-Sep-2007 04:03
Hang in there Patricia. More power to you. And what a fabulous self-portrait.
Guest 14-Sep-2007 17:33
I'm sure nothing will make you down, you're a lady of substance. Keep going, we're with you Patricia.
doron nissim14-Sep-2007 14:55
So sad and so Strong.
Great image and Great Patricia.
Guest 14-Sep-2007 14:15
Hang in there. I know the feeling.
Guest 14-Sep-2007 09:24
I admire your dedication to this cause, Patricia. Convincing the electors is also a long way to go. Bravo.
Paco López14-Sep-2007 07:05
You are a fantastic fighter, Pat!!!!!!!!!!!
We are all with you! You have done an excellent work. Thanks!!!!!!!!
V!
Sabine Stetson14-Sep-2007 05:45
not to worry, what goes up - must come down...especially true for tough
and super sensitive people...they are getting new instruction-
energies while they are depleted....and once filled they go up
again.....

you are a hero...wished i could join you, more than in spirit!!!
blessings....
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