Havenīt had this feeling for many years.
But what can you do, when you canīt find the key for the only door you would like to open.
So this song from 1984 is going round in my head for a couple of days now (LOL).


MISSING YOU (JOHN WAITE)
(John Waite)


Every time I think of you
I always catch my breath
And Im still standing here
And youre miles away
And Im wondering why you left
And theres a storm thats raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
I hear your name in certain circles
And it always makes me smile
I spend my time
Thinking about you
And its almost driving me wild
And theres a heart thats breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
I aint missing you at all
Since youve been gone away
I aint missing you
No matter what I might say

Theres a message in the wild
And Im sending you this signal tonight
You dont know
How desperate Ive become
And it looks like Im losing this fight
In your world I have no meaning
Though Im trying hard to understand
And its my heart thats breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
I aint missing you at all
Since youve been gone away
I aint missing you
No matter what my friends say

And theres a message that Im sending out
Like a telegraph to your soul
And if I cant bridge this distance
Stop this heartbreak overload
I aint missing you at all
Since youve been gone away
I aint missing you
No matter what my friends say

I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I keep lying to myself
And theres a storm thats raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
I aint missing you at all
Since youve been gone away
I aint missing you
No matter what my friends say

Aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I keep lying to myself
Aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
Aint missing you
Oh no
No matter what my friends might say
I aint missing you