19-Dec-2008
Back from the Underworld
"Although Giulio thought that he could flee into a reckless relationship
with a much younger woman, he was discovering that his flight might be
more emotionally perilous than he had thought. Fabienne had planted deep
self-doubts into his psyche, small seeds of guilt that would grow and haunt
him especially when he found himself alone. He felt he was a lonely figure
wandering in an old deserted garden with no exit."
"During his years with Gabrielle, he had never seen himself as predatory.
In her devotion to him, Gabrielle had acted as if their relationship was
one of her having no expectations. She had never asked him for exclusivity,
nor had she ever promised it for herself. Yet what was never asked for nor
expected was in fact what both had become accustomed to. Despite their living
a continent apart, Gabie seemed content to fan the flames of their passion
into a consuming blaze with no plan for the future or no ulterior motive."
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27-Sep-2013
What remains
Whispers seep through too thin walls,
conspire to deny repose.
Words unspoken still are heard,
disparaging the pilgrim’s journey from a darker world,
increasing isolation and his distance from a lost first love.
Dreamlike visions flash and swirl despite the brightness of the room,
conjure confusion,
obscure the light that filters through the shutters
binding him in unseen chains
forged from tattered suits and frozen phones
recalling offices above a grand line’s end.
Fears of further loss entwine with anger unprovoked
derived from painful days
and sleepless nights upon a leather couch
before a plain of warriors on horseback
and shepherds from a mountain realm.
And still She watches.
Long, crowded avenues and boulevards,
where he walked past pinnacles and urban celebrations,
narrow and become steep, winding streets as in a lonely dream
that wanes and deepens
refusing to release his spirit from its grip.
And still he walks.
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17-OCT-2009
A Fading Light
Fears of further loss entwine with anger unprovoked
derived from painful days
and sleepless nights upon a leather couch
before a plain of warriors on horseback
and shepherds from a mountain realm.
And still She watches.
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