Shadows, kinda felt like this photo all day a shadow of myself not the person i knew a long time ago, a few years ago i had infinite energy, passion and drive, i was fit and healthy, some how somewere along the way i gave up the fight and become something that i despise and loathe....me, slowly i am rebuilding my body and soul and trying to gain some self respect again, sadly things are slow to develop with each day throwing a new obstacle in my path, at the moment my leg muscles are so badly imbalanced that even walking distances is a pain....literaly, if i cant resolve the problem through a stretching regime and exercise i will have to get them looked at before i do some lasting damage.
Time and hard work are needed, it is painful as hell and will be for some time, but to quote my bother in a text he sent "Pain is eakness leaving the body" sounds like me a few years ago, thanks bro i needed the boost!