April 1, 2009
My fluffy chair
this is the most confy chair in the room.. and i was able to get one while on my first day
April 1 2009
my fluffy chair and med bags
my things i brought for keeping me busy .. however never needed... everyone introduced them selfs and made me feel overly welcome.... tons of snacks there and drinks to prevent dry mouth while being in port
April 1 2009
they call this the red devil.... i agree
the liquid here is also the one that makes your urine pink... like i dont already hear pink enough... however this one can sting and it will help me live longer
April 1 2009
all hooked up to port
all hooked up and ready for the day...i smile today but lets see if the smiles are still here in a few weeks when my hair isnt here...
18-APR-2009
hair loss in the beginning
when i am going thru this... this is what is also going on.... you try to get your self ready for the hair loss and your preparing for the emotional set back but you never really know till it happens
22-APR-2009
the first bald picture
it had to be done... to much hair had gone and i had to have the rest shaved.
22-FEB-2010
a year later...
after a full year of great emotional strides, alot of treamtents and much pain through it all this is me.. a year later.. a very happy humble girl... one who has learned to love life.. learned to smile.. and to cherish each and every day as if its my last.... each day is a new beginning... thank you God for that...