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28-JAN-2008

28th January 2008 - counting beans

For the record, I thought this was going to turn out as one of my worst ever pics but now I see it out of the camera, I really like it. It’s the combination of smoothness, colour and light refraction. It works for me.

Anyway, I need to “get something off my chest”. I’m quitting PAD. I’ve been considering it for a while and now I’ve come to the decision that I’m going to stop. I’ve been doing it non-stop now for almost five years, without missing a single day and that’s plenty in my view.

I have mulled over whether to just stop today or whether to get to a milestone before stopping and decided that the 7th March will be my last day. That will be exactly five years. I could have gone on for the 2000 days, which I think would be in around Sept/Oct but I’ve decided that the “cost” of the extra 200 or so days is too high, whether counted in beans or time.

This has taken me around one hour each day, sometimes more and of course sometimes less. Once I’m back at work and once I’m better, I think I can find a better use for that hour.

I didn’t want to go out on a low, which is why I’ve decided on keeping on until March – hopefully my life will be back on an even keel by then and I will be feeling happier, fitter and generally better so the tone of my postings hopefully will reflect that.

So, unless I have a major change of heart between now and then, I’m on my countdown.

Last year, I was marking time.

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mart senior01-Mar-2008 23:23
fantastic macro work...voted
Michael Todd Thorpe05-Feb-2008 17:36
Of course, you know you will be missed.
(I've decided to take a break as well when my anniversary rolls around in March...)
Guest 03-Feb-2008 17:56
I am another of those who dips in and out of your life, according to the vagaries of my own complicated path. I have found your images, and your personality, funny, moving, and inspirational ... and who would have thought that the chronicle of 5 years of someone else's life would never, ever, be boring or mundane?

It's sad to think of you calling a halt to your PaD, but understandable, and I'm sure I am not the only one who will be checking back in April to see what else you are doing ...
Mum 31-Jan-2008 09:29
I will really miss your PAD diary but I fully understand that you need time for yourself.We are looking forward to seeing you in two weeks time and hope that you are feeling much better by then. Look after yourself. Lots of love xxx
Guest 31-Jan-2008 00:38
I'll miss your PADding too - maybe you could do one a week? ;)
Gail Davison30-Jan-2008 20:34
I'll certainly miss your PADs but I'm sure it's the right thing right now. But as Nicky says, perhaps you'll be back here to ride again... either way, I know we'll keep in touch. much love.x
Nicki Thurgar30-Jan-2008 20:08
Wonderful shot, it will do you good to have a break (even though it'll be hard to "break the habit" no doubt)... but maybe one day you'll feel the urge to return again...((hugs!!)) xx
Ray :)30-Jan-2008 18:09
Linda, five years will be a fantastic achievement. You were one of the few people doing PAD when I started and I think your proximity and friendliness encouraged me along the way. Meanwhile, keep relaxing and stay on that road to full recovery.
Kim 30-Jan-2008 11:42
I have really enjoyed reading your posts and seeing your photos and will really miss them, but completely understand why you have to stop.
It is amazing that you have kept going this long!
Lots of positive thoughts being sent your way.
exzim30-Jan-2008 01:02
As someone else has said Linda, we will miss your commets and summaries as much as your pictures. Its been a fascinating window on a slice of someone's life. Thank you.
JW29-Jan-2008 22:15
It's a super picture! It's nice when pictures improve when viewed at full size. We'll miss your PAD!
christa 29-Jan-2008 22:07
Ah, Linda, you will be much missed. About once a week I 'catch up' with you and have always enjoyed your photo's and writing.
Well done on the pad achievement ........ it's an awesome accomplishment.
Take care of lovely you.
Silvia Roitman29-Jan-2008 21:36
wow!!!fantastic red!!!
Cheryl Hawkins29-Jan-2008 20:58
Linda, that's sad news but totally understandable.
Feel better,
Cheryl
Ian Chappell29-Jan-2008 20:06
WHAT??
Rene Hales29-Jan-2008 19:12
Love your shot! As has been mentioned, I will miss your writing as well as your images. You have such a wonderful way with words. Trust your gut and allow yourself what you need for healing and perhaps growing in other ways. Thinking of you as you move toward better health and the end of PAD.--Rene
Sheena Woodhead29-Jan-2008 19:09
Linda, I'll never forget how you encouraged me during my one year of PAD in 2005. You've always amazed me how you've kept going for so long. I won't encourage you to continue, you'll find other topics to cover which aren't so time consuming, and I think 5 years is a good figure to stop at. I hope you are feeling much better soon. Take care. Sheena xxx
northstar3729-Jan-2008 18:32
that's half a decade!
Sarah 29-Jan-2008 18:03
you will be missed, but a good choice xxx
Claz 29-Jan-2008 16:27
One less thing to worry about each day has to be good. I've witnessed first hand the "I haven't done my PAD yet" panic, and while I love your photos and words, they are less important than your health. Sending hugs to you & D xxxx
joanteno29-Jan-2008 16:06
Agree with Sharon. It deserves a standing ovation - well done!
Sharon Rogers29-Jan-2008 15:18
I think 5 years is an enormous achievement and you bloody deserve the rest!

Love how that one bean is in focus
Marijka29-Jan-2008 14:53
a commercial shot !! nice work
David Clunas29-Jan-2008 13:56
gorgeous and glossy image:

I understand exactly on PaD, I found it burnt me out after the first full year (a new photo each day), goodness knows how you have managed to continue every day for so long.

So perhaps we should have a new criteria, (PAM photo a month).

I will miss your 'ramblings' as much as your photos, D