This is a message to self. I have been feeling overwhelmed by so many things in my life. I have been fretting. I am aware that this is useless, but there is so much despair. This photograph reflects my current mood. Blue. There are many words in the Englsh that have multiple means. Fret is also a symbol in music.

"Fretting is like sand in a bearing; it is likely to make all sorts of trouble. It will use up the energy that we ought to be using for something else; it will keep our physical and spiritual nerves on edge; it will spoil the tranquility of our lives; it well mar our peace and take the sweetness out of our devotions." from Jerry's Haven N Tell http://www.whatistruth.info/story41.html