Day 15: It is the end for some - you can leave the trek here and head straight back to town as Anika does. Or you can continue onwards as Kaman and I do. It is 100% pleasant to sit in the garden restaurant in the dappled sunlight eating burritos and chocolate cake and to soak our weary bodies in the hot springs carved out of the side of the river. But it does not touch me - this is not what I came to Nepal for.