Vati gowns up for Isaac's coming out party. Oh man was I nervous. I HATE being in there. But, Mama likes me there, so I go, every time. I'll continue to go. Here I do my best to hide my fear. With each child I fear the loss of my wife, my friend, my partner and confidant. I never tell her these fears, but they're there nonetheless. I don't think I could bear it without that wonderful woman.