19th of March 2004: last day in sterile room! - leukos were already up to 3000, so I could use my contact lenses again, and my jugular vein catheder was already removed.

I was feeling as bad as I was looking.

But at the same time, I was feeling great. This was supposed to be the last chemo. Ever.

On the image, I have lipstick on my lips - my Lady was allowed to enter the "no longer sterile room" without mask and we had our first kiss after almost 3 weeks.