Oh, and by the way, I came up with a few notes you might wanna think about regarding your question:
... He created everything there is. Nothing exists that He didn't make.
Life itself was in Him and this life gives light to everyone. The light
shines through the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it" (John 1:3-5)
or this
... Because of God's tender mercy, the light from heaven is about to break upon us,
to give light to those who sit in darkness ... and to guide us to the path of peace"
(Luke 1:78-79)
Just two of many that talk about Whom to turn to when you feel lost in the darkness.
I'm always open to talk to; you know you can call anytime ~
"Jesus told them, "I am The Way, The Truth and The Life ..." John 14:6