Inspired by our dearest Pbase member Adal master of deviations... (this one could PING? or PONG?)
Insomnia!!! The cure for it would be not having to sleep at all.
I don't really like to sleep. I wish I didn't have to. It is the most boring of things,
to just lie in bed and do nothing. I hate it.
I have a burning hollow heart which doesn't help in these matters
of sleeping. It already beated one beat too many, it already beated
one beat too less. It is of the unstable kind, the doctors have diagnosed
when it was beating too much... It is of the gentle kind, the doctors have
said when it almost stopped beating.
I say it's of the stereo kind with an extra bass when I have insomnia...
BUM...BUM...BAK... it echoes on my pillow...BUM...BUM...BAK...... I give up
and ipod my ears with real music...sounds much better, but it definitely
scares away the feeble shadows of sleep.
I get up... there's no use in counting sheep, because I always lose them somewhere
down the count of millions and it's even worse to have them jumping happily
all over my brain (right Christine??). I pace all around the house in the dark... Not a good idea
as the energy levels are running high now. I go outside to the backyard, into the
warm night, but there's such a big moon throwing light everywhere that I think
I need shades..
Going for photos now, playing here, shooting there... still 1:20h....well
it's going to be a long night.
BUM...BUM...BAK......Grrrrrr...how to put an end to this?