when i miss her, it makes my heart ache... i think of when we laughed so hard, at the dumbest things.... when we didn't agree... when she gave me good advice that i didn't take... when she did something i didn't understand at the time, but understand it now.... talking on the phone with her, and knowing i would not always have her on the other end.....
friends told me, after she was gone, that i would feel her with me, and i didn't.... but maybe this is what they meant... the remembering...